A challenge

After talking with a friend I made the decision to apply for a job with Education works in camden. I was so excited when I got the call for an interview so tomorrow I pray all goes well when I make the trip to philly for this interview. Camden has become comfortable I love the kids and the people I know and UrbanPromise however I know that I am not being challenged there. I knew this after the knot in my stomach formed moments after setting up this interview. I am nervous, nervous to interview, nervous to go beyond the bubble of UrbanPromise, nervous that I am not as good as I think I am. I am nervous because if God dosnt show up, I will be in trouble. I am trusting that if this is ment to me that I will find housing and that he will be with me throughout this process. As scary as it is I know that through this bring growth so even through I am nervous and everything seems up in the air I also feel at peace knowing that I am continuing to seek out what it means to love wastefully.